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Trying it out..

2005-09-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

Have not been blogging for an extremely long time. Well, it's gonna be exams anytime. And it has always been the case. Exams, tests even projects. When can we ever have a break? I'll be contented to have one. At least a day.
Think about it. Everybody in this class is undergoing the same situation as I am. So why am I fretting and grumbling about this? Gosh. Some are worse. Look at Charmaine, she has her upcoming piano exams. Jac, she has her busy schedule to keep up to. And the list goes on.
This world is scary. It's horrifying. I don't wish to stay here. People change. Talk about frenship. How long is your best fren gonna slog with you, to chat with you, to listen to your sorrows, to laugh with you, to understand your situation, to give you advice, to guide me along my way? I dunno. Things may just happen overnight. Be it a quarrel, a misunderstanding. Be it being sick of another person, be it you have chosen another one. You just won't know. Everything is this world scary. And this is a fact.
I'll just have to learn to live with it.

Time flies.

2005-04-20T02:31:00.000-07:00

Finally I've updated my blog. Mid yr exams are round the corner. Guess wad, I've not started studying. But I will, 'cos I've "hi-5" with Ger to "cheong" for my mid yr. So, perhaps, I'll study later in the night bahz. I will do my best; will try not to go out too often liaoz.

Will be having a geog test tmr. Quite relaxed though. Glad that SYF's over. Really glad that this burden had been removed. Gotta concentrate on my tests now. I want to enjoy myself after the exams.

Have many plans though. Going out with the saints (esp with my buddy), with my best frens, with my sis etc. Wanna go K-box to sing my hearts out and maybe a simple gathering will do. I'll be more than a little satisfied. I'll do all this -- after the exams.

In a dilemma now. Should I go for the youth conference, or the trip to China. I really wish to go for both of them. But it's impossible. I'll pray before I make my decision bahz.

Read Ger's blog recently.

Most of my frens have always known that I'm one of those people who says that she's gonna call back.But did not, eventually. But I'll change, somehow.

I'm really sorry that I didn't do my part as a friend. But, frankly speaking, I could not even cope with my own stuffs. Wad more helping my fren. I'll be bringing more trouble to the other party instead. I'm quite dead for my amaths. Serious. Firstly I've lost my amaths textbook. Secondly I don't even listen to Mr Koh's lesson. Thirdly I don't do my homework. Okay, these are signs of my laziness. But, I really don't know how I should begin. I'm really lagging behind.

P.S. To Ger: I'm really sorry about this. =(

Btw, Ger mentioned a "cell group", which I think was an interesting idea. At least we can be one step more ready when the Lord comes. I recalled that she mentioned Deborah to be in this group. Well, the more the merrier! Gives us more opportunity for us to share what we've experienced for the week. Thank God for this! I really hope this will be carried out. I think I will discuss with Ger more about the cell group thingy.

I've not been reading my bible this few weeks. I've not prayed earnestly for this few weeks. I've not done my refections for the meetings. I feel tired; I feel drained out. All the SYF practices, piano practices, studying, (of cos I won't include my meetings) have made me go bonkers. Truly, I have no time management. In other words, I'm disorganised. I'm still wondering if I can keep promise - to study hard.

I know everybody has a busy schedule. I've no right to grumble or complain about my life. This is my life - the life that God has given to me. I'm not going to waste my life; I'm going to cherish it.

Tired.

2005-04-09T07:44:00.000-07:00

It's finally Saturday. At least I'm freed from the captivity in school. Anyway, as usual, I had band practise in the morning (which meant skipping Mr Koh's lesson; not sure if it's a good thing or bad) Anyway. after that, I went for my guitar coordination in the meeting hall. Well, bro jr was late, so fine, had a so-called "remedial" lesson.

Bro Jr treated for dinner. Both shina and me. It's a rare thing, I must say. But, I enjoyed the meal and the time together.

Meeting was an interesting one. It speaks of two stories. Nice. But will share tmr.
--Tired--

First ever post in my blog!

2005-04-07T07:49:00.000-07:00

Haiz, this is crap. I was about to post my first-ever msg on my new blog, and guess wad, my comp hanged. Gosh, I was so irritated. But oh well, I’ve just got to retype everything again.

A disciple is not above his teacher, but everyone who is perfectly trained will be like his teacher.
Luke 6:40

Today’s sports day. I must say, it has been an interesting day. Chatting, a little of cheering, and well, being roasted in the sun. Ger talked to me the most; I really cherished this moment as we two don’t get to see each other often. Also, Maye was asked to take part in a relay run. As usual, she gave that reluctant look, and tried desperately to look for another one to replace her. But to no avail. So, she took part eventually. But this group of four (shu yan, maye, adelia and jess?) did not win any medal. However I admired their attitude – to do their best.

Returning home early, (at about 12 plus?) was an extremely rare thing. But of course, I spent my time in front of the comp, surfing the net and dazing away. Well, surprisingly, I loved this moment, of "serenity" (a little exaggerating) but it’s true. I never get to day-dream for these past few months.

Sad. Didn’t get to go out to have lunch with my friends. ‘cos, I have piano lessons in the late afternoon. It has always been like this for Thurday- wrapping up my piano homework, and of course, attending the piano lesson itself. I love piano, the music, but I just don’t like to waste one day after school, committing myself to this hobby that I like. I really hope my interest for piano don’t die off gradually, why? Because playing the piano became a must and a routine for my daily life. But still, I’ll always love music; it’s part of my life.

I've forgotten what I've typed in the afternoon. Oh well, I'll just have to end my "diary entry" here.

Pondering over:
Am I ready to be His disciples?